I chatted with jazi yesterday. I told her my troubles and somehow she was a bit annoyed and she said"LOOK Jinglu you dunno(stands for don't know) wat(what) its like 2(to) b sa stop complaining I suck ive been thorugh shit im failing everything lot of ppl(people) in the class talk shit about me and the one guy who meant everything to me left but I dont complain"
Maybe comparing to Jazi, I should be grateful. She has been through more things than I have. But she never complained. in front of the loss, I am much weaker than her.
I should be grateful. i mean, none of us really has been through real hard times. I mean, we have comfortable homes, caring friends, and we neednt worry about our bread.
At least, I dont have a single mom who goes away in the evenings and left me 100Kr to order pizza. i mean, pizza is good, but still nothing can replace our parents. and I dont suck at Algebra, I dont have a sore throat every monday. No one speak ill of me. I dont fail exams. I have no crush on anyone so no way I can be sad cus I don't care.
Why im i not satisfied?
That is a problem.
Now, put on a big smile to life.